Dare To Be Different.

i miss you so much..

so today has been kind of tough but i know tomorrow will be just as difficult and Friday will be hell, to think i should be the one going with you to the midnight premiere of avengers on what would have been our six months, listening to this song earlier “i miss my friend” made me bawl, thinking that used to be us, i just wish you would come back, i don’t feel right without you here, there are so many things i miss, you trying to pick my nose even though it bothered me I’d do anything to have it back, times being in the shower and you knocking and asking if I was doing okay, watching tons of spartacus in one night, randomly rubbing my head or my feet, when i wouldn’t feel good I’d pass out and you’d wake me to go to bed and I’d just wrap my arms around your leg and pass out on your knee, begging you to make me your famous gps, pinching me just to annoy me but still being so cute about it, going to the toy section in Walmart and you putting on a captain America mask and your eyes, my God those eyes, laying in bed with you burying my face in your neck and pressing my lips to feel the warmth of your skin and heartbeat, asking you all about the stuff you wanted music wise and learning about it, seeing you light up because you love it so much, playing that little tune to everyone at your moms when you’d play guitar, singing “i can be your hero” to me, there are so many things i miss, you just don’t even know, i miss you so damn much.